For the first time since Whitney Houston's passing, her ex-boyfriend, Ray J, has reportedly come back to Whitney's death hotel.

Ray J, who was one of the first people to arrive at the Beverly Hilton Hotel on that fateful day, had avoided returning to the hotel for months because it was "too hard" for him.

But today, Ray J had to do a scheduled media event at the hotel for his new TV project: "The Rickey Smiley Show",  an event he couldn't afford to miss. 

Sources close to Ray reveal that he was overcome with emotion when he arrived to the hotel, telling friends "it hurt inside" to have to return to the scene. He also stated it was "very weird" walking the halls again.

Still, Ray J is telling friends that Whitney wanted him to do well and would be proud of him.

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